5th of the tournament

hari ini, aku bangun awal.setelah malam semalam penat siapkan flight list and briefing to my flight members.bangun kat pukul 6.40, mandi, solat, then terus tunggu kat bilik member aku, sebelum gerak gi golf club.smpi kat club house pun dalam kul 7.15.kene brief by the marshall, and breakfast(membesarkan perut yg dah sedia besar).lepas breakfast, ade sesi bergambar sebelum tournament dimulakan.
tepat kul 8.00 pagi, semua players dah berada di tee box masing2.aku akan start kat tee box 7.punye lah takut nak tee off, mane lah tau main teruk kan. anyway, game aku macam fair skit la.ade yg ok, and ade yg teruk, dan ade jugak yg teramat teruk (macam s**l)..aku main kurang 2 handicap dari flight members aku yg lain..and my luck is there when aku nye shot sume menjadi, kecuali ade satu hole tu yg aku teramat bengang. and ade skali tu, sampai dua kali bola masuk hazard(unplayable)..bengang tul.
this 18 holes tournament banyak mengajar aku untuk main golf.and this is my first tournament actually.sejak aku start main golf awal taun ni.tournament kali ni akan di kira melalui sistem stableford, di mana kite akan kira point utk setiap holes. disebabkan game aku yg teruk,walaupun kadang-kadang ade yg ok, aku hanya manage 24 points je.and dapat lah 5th place.bolehlah.daripada 32 orang players daripada cadet officer kat universiti aku ni, aku kire bertuah gak dapat masuk dalam ranking top 5.hahahah..
camne pun, perjalanan masih jauh.aku mesti terus main utk meningkatkan mutu permainan aku lagi.banyak lagi kesilapan yg perlu aku perbaiki.

alpha squadrom team. piala pusingan berada di tangan kami.

bersama pemenang tempat kedua and piala pusingan

me, myself and i.bersama hadiah kemenangan(travelling beg) dan piala

the day of today...

hari ini, aku bangun lewat gile.kul 9.15 baru bangun..mana tidak nye, semalam tido lewat, dekat kul 3.siapkan lab report, and main game skit2.haha..dlm tengah hari, aku pun gi melawat ayah aku yg tgh dirawat oleh doktor di IJN.ehmm..ayah aku ok, but 13 dan 14 hb ni, kene datang balik.buat endogram(taktau betul ke tak word nie)..lepas dah makan tengah hari dgn parents aku, aku pun balik.sebab dapat panggilan daripada member aku, minta balik cepat, sebab nak siapkan tempat untuk tournament golf esok..

anyway, esok aku akan participate dalam upnm close golf tournament..kirenye kejohanan golf tertutup universiti aku la..since aku secretary utk kelab golf universiti, aku kene la datang tgk preparation utk esok, walaupun aku player. aku rushing daripada IJN balik ke kampus.dalam 3.40 sampai.then aku siap2kan golf set aku(kot2 nak main la kan). aku terpaksa batalkan date aku dengan 'adik' aku, sebab tugas lebih diutamakan. sian die lak, smpi nangis2 cakap nak jumpe aku.tapi aku nak buat camne kan, tugas aku sebagai secretary(bukan security ok) lebih diutamakan.kalau tak, event esok aku taktau pape.and banyak lagi preparation yg perlu dibuat. pasal 'adik' aku tu, aku biarkan kan je.malas nak layan..haha..jahat tul aku nie..

mase kat golf club, aku tgk memang sibuk dorang buat preparation.dan tak sampai seminit, macam2 arahan sampai kat aku.minta buat ni, buat tu..tapi setel gak la keje.dengan bantuan junior2 kerahan yang dikerah seawal jam 2 tadi..haha..sian junior aku, tapi dapat air free gak kan..

untuk game esok, aku taktau leh main ngan baik ke tak..risau gak kan..mane la tau, masuk hutan ke, masuk kolam ke bola aku.dah rugi stroke..ehmm..apa-apa hal, aku kene perform the best..dah la terlepas nak gi selection MASUM..huhuhuhuh

W.A.R day 2

hari ni aku melangkah masuk ke dewan peperiksaan untuk paper kedua aku.subjek electromagnetic field theorem..bunyi pun dah gempak, soalannya apatah lagi kan. masuk je dewan exam tu, aku terus dapatkan seat aku.ehm..tak sangka lak hall exam ni sejuk nak mampus.nasib baik la aku bawak sweater..leh la kurangkan kesejukan tu sikit.

anyway, selepas ketua pengawas merangkap lecturer aku memberikan green light untuk mulakan menjawab, aku pun belek-belek la kertas soalan tu.mak datuk, ape kebende nie..tak faham aku.punya lah banyak definition die nak, instead of calculation.memang nampak memihak pada aku, tapi susah la definition die.

setengah jam yang pertama aku dah termenung tgk soalan.tgk member2 yang lain pun banyak dah mengeluh tak dapat nak jawab.ade yang aku jeling2 member sebelah siap salin balik soalan..dah blur sangat la tu..haha..member sebelah kiri lak,tekun je jawab..mantap2..tapi aku, cam biasa lah.habis conteng kertas jawapan dengan rumus-rumus dan istilah-istilah yang aku ingat..

lepas elok je sejam berlalu, aku tak dapat nak buat ape2 lagi kat kertas jawapan.masa yang die bagi 2 jam setengah.aku ade lagi sejam setengah nak jawab.aduhhh..blur habis nie..camne nak jawab.paper first hari tu pun blur gak..takkan berlarutan kat paper kedua aku ni kot..ekoran satu insiden yg aku tak duga pada setengah jam pertama(tak perlu dinyatakan di sini, hehehe), aku memang blurr sesangat..

ehm..time is running out.aku cuba buat satu persatu soalan.boleh la jawab sikit2.payah camne pun, aku main hentam je.asalkan terisi jawapan aku.dah la pengawas asyik mark aku je..siut tul..takpe2..smpilah lagi setengah jam yg terakhir, kertas jawapan masih banyak yg berlubang..aku nak isi camne, faham pun tak.inikan nak buat.nak tanye lecturer, dia asyik kehulu-kehilir je.yela, sume orang nak tanye.(tapi sebenarnya aku malas nak tanye pun, sebab taktau nak tanye ape)..smpi lah aku membuat keputusan, aku perlu hentam ape saje yg terlintas kat kepala aku ni.dah 15 minit sebelum masa habis, aku pun ikat2 kertas jawapan aku, dan hantar..habis cerita..kuar dari dewan, aku cakap kat lecturer, aku takleh buat.ingatkan aku sorang je, rupanya ramai yg takleh buat..haha..nasib badan la..name pun subjek EMT, daripada UTM skudai lak tu..haha..sabor je la arm..

This is the end of our story

in a mean time, i have no answer for all of this nonsense.. since we're in the two-different world, i hope, the decision i made, is worth for you. i have to go back in my own world, where i didn't fall in love with anybody. where the happiness begin, and finally become worst than i expected.

through the love and kindhearted from you, i gain something new. it is a talk of passion, similarity to each other, and the love which endlessly.. despite of being of love by you, world is keep telling me that you're the one i am searching before.but, what has happen nowadays?

there is no obligation on my decision to keep you away from my heart.i need to help myself to my real world, to my ambition, to where i keep myself into. I'm sick with myself, sick of everything.in the middle of time, please leave me alone.i need to recover from everything which has burden myself, which has let myself to the worst. things happen again.things is getting worst.not much can i say about us.there is all about my heart.this is all happen to me.not for you..it's happen on my side.you're not feeling anything, and u can say anything u wanted to.but, how do i?

i keep myself into your love, into the mystery of our love.i just want to keep myself calm, calm from everything.i need someone to talk to, but where are you?? i want to share everything with you, but where are you??? arghhh...it just a day dreaming.. there is no intention from you anymore..

for the time being, please leave me alone. do whatever you gonna do.. please stop talking about love with me, i'll not take in part..i am so frustrated with the love i gain for about a years, and this is the end of our love story...sorry for everything..

Back to the green

after a very long time, i started to playing golf again. today, i am going to the driving range,instead to playing at the course to check again my swing, ball accuracy, and the distance of the ball..for about 5 months, i've never been to the golf course, even the driving range.so busy maa with the study, and lack of money..

but today is my happy day, when the ball i hit fly straight, going up and down, and fly to the distance i needed..sometimes, i hit the ball topl, and just run a few meters from me.so shame with my friends, since they know me as a good golfer(perasan sendiri je ni)..

anyway, today's hit is an instant preparation for the coming tournament, which will be held on 29th november(taktau la dapat join ke tak..nak tgk my father kat IJN)..dengar citer, tournament tu antara cadet's officer je, inter skuadron..cambest je kan.leh gak dapat hadiah kalau menang..haha..

ape2 pun, aku takleh nak eager sangat untuk main kat tournament tu,since aku nye paper pun tak habis lagi.1 down, 4 to go..dah la jarak terlalu dekat, terlalu hampir..gile punye pejabat pendaftar, setkan tarikh exam course aku camtu..hampeh..

today's word

i'm not going to say anything..just regret and so stressful with my first paper today...so blurry..macam aku tak study pape je..huhu..sedey2..

hari yang sihat

salam and a very good day to everybody.hari ini aku dapat rasakan bahawa diriku semakin sihat, since dah demam n headache for about 4 days.but skang ni pun masih ade sakit-sakit kepala lagi.anyway, today could be much comfortable to me untuk study for my first paper jumaat nie.dah lame tak pegang buku, asyik layan sakit tu je.rehat je memanjang.

last night, aku dah start study sebenarnya.buat last revision pasal topik-topik yang akan masuk nanti.final exam kali ni nampaknya macam pelik je jadualnye.for the first week, aku hanya ade 2 paper je, 9hb dan 12hb.then, next paper will be on 22nd, 23rd and 25th of november.huhu.dekat-dekat pulak paper yang hujung-hujung ni.ape-ape hal pun, aku kene la prepare for the best.

kat sini, aku saje nak share ngan u all pasal benda-benda yang selalu mengganggu aku study, means something yang leh interrupt mood study aku la..hehe..ehm, let's start over..



this could be my study table yang ada kat dalam my room.since there is a jacob's cream cracker biscuit, i'll continuously makan dan terus makan sehingga tekak rase muak.and that mug is always ade air teh o kegemaran ku(selalunya housemate aku, shah yang tolong buat, hehe).and for sure, buku-buku and nota-nota akan berselerak di atas meja study ku ini.meja study ni tak ganggu aku study pun, malahan bagi aku ilmu ade la.hehe..





this could be one of the influenced matter i ever had in
my lovely room.could u see my blue uniform?? kenapa saya bertanya?? sebab uniform tu jugak la slalu membuatkan aku nak pakai dan turun ke cafe bagi menjamu selera..tidakkkk..selera ku makin lama makin bertambah.tak mustahil la kalau badan ku semakin naik(ramai yg dah komplen, termasuk my 'adik' and my mum, kawan2 jgn cakap la, keje kutuk je)...and that golf set, seriously, dah lame tak main.and my dunlop driver pun dah tade dalam simpanan(ade kat housemate lame sebenarnya).takpe, lepas habis final, boleh tebas rumput yang tengah menebal kat golf club tu..hehe


and this could be my totally ENEMIES yang ada kat dalam bilik aku. my bed with the comfortable comforter(my 'adik' bagi sempena my birthday) and my personal computer siap dengan subwoofer sonic gear BT3.nilah musuh-musuh paling jahat aku.selalu ganggu aku study macam sekarang ni.katil tu selalu memanggil2 untuk ditiduri, and that mouse and keyboard always yelling on me untuk diklik dan ditekan-tekan button nye..belum lagi diambil kira dengan speaker tu yang always nak menyanyi.kalau tak menyanyi, tak sah..aduhai, cmne aku nak study.tutup sekejap, lepas 5-10 minit,mesti buka balik..ape-ape hal pun, hati aku perlu tegar untuk menahan segala godaan mereka-mereka ini.

dan sekarang, aku perlu berhenti daripada menaip keyboard ni untuk meneruskan review aku untuk paper 9hb dan 12hb ni.ops, paper ape eik..ehm, paper computer architecture and engineering statistics. then leh rehat kejap, dan sambung review balik utk next 3 papers..guys out there, wish me luck eik..all da best arm, u can do it..hehe(wish kat diri sendiri dulu)

i'm sick

it's been a month where i didn't falling sick.got a flu and cough for about a week, and now, i am feeling so weak, my body shaking all the time, and the time i write this entry, my head feel so hurt(like pening2 lalat).

i do take the medication last night and this morning, but it's still not recover yet.i ask my house mate to buy some PCM's, and he did. but that pills get my intention, minutes after i eat it.from my observation over the pack of that PCM's i found that some of the pills i eat was not an original one.
just compared with the other 2 pills which i take last night, the next 2 i take in the morning is not the same.and the packet shown typed with quality assured, by gsk.what is the gsk actually??i just need the PCM's from the legal sources.

maybe i could be wrong.but i overcome with this problem, since i has visit the health booth(a very long time ago).that spokesman has explain to me how to determine between the fake and the original one. but, what should i do.that pills has been taken, and neither i know it was fake or not.arghhh..what should i do?? from the spokesman(a guy that explain to me about that PCM's), if we take the fake pills, means the illegal medication, it could spoilt our liver and heart.sorry, i really don't know about this medical statement, since i am the engineering student.

God, i need to recover very soon,i have to study for my paper, this coming Thursday. I am feeling so weak, 'tiada selera makan'(haven't take a lunch yet),got a headache(maybe could cause me a migrain...please..i need to recover from this kind of illnesses...huhu

this could be an original one

is this the fake one????